Back after so long, just want to jot down all my thoughts somewhere
“For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?”
So many things have been is zooming by, internship, projects, studies…. So so many things that i want to do with my life. Situation changes a person mindset and thinking. the day i step into the working world, my future have never been so real to me. thoughts about my career, family and the future came flooding my mind, what i see myself doing for the rest of my life makes me lose focus of what really matters/important.
Lord draw me back on track! Lord teach me to walk in your ways, teach me to lay my trust on you. Store up treasures in heaven and not on earth. Help me to be thankful that i’m even alive and breathing at this very moment.
So tired,sometimes i just want to cry my heart and lungs out. maybe after it i will be feeling better but i know it will not change anything. God plans are always for good intention and a greater purpose.
Going Italy on 18th ..mixed feeling now, going to is so much while i’m gone( Camp, X’mas , church and cell). But still i really look forward to the trip, i like Europe . Its like freezing over there in europe now! Airport closing due to snow. Pray everything turn out well. Some place i want to visit is leaning tower of pisa, vatican city, colosseum etc.
A great leader have both tough and tender side, soft on the outside (relational) and strong on the insider(princpled-centered) ,secured enough to take criticism(Tough) and serve the critic(Tender). Forthright and yet encouraging . clear and rational vision, yet posses “ethos” and passion . principled in relationship but yet warm.
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said “Daddy when you coming home”
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids they’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight
And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there ’till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there ’till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
Oh I’m already
There
Lead again after so long hahahaha…getting old already,after 4 songs my back ache -.-”‘…nvm today cell was quite good i think. everythinng went smoothly despite the time constants…stayed till7 pm witht the cell and dinner and central wa sian my phone programming got problem , data sync open become mail setup…gna go have it check one of these days:D Ps chris long tmr funny guy night people
Now i really confused…what am i born to do.Is my purpose really to be a worship leader, Sometimes i just feel i aren’t good enough no matter what i do i feel like i improving.Just doing the same thing over and over again.I donno how to put it down to words.gna stop here and pray about it.bye
Don’t be afraid if things seem difficult in the beginning. That’s only the initial impression. The important thing is not to retreat; you have to master yourself
..mixed feeling now, going to is so much while i’m gone( Camp, X’mas , church and cell). But still i really look forward to the trip, i like Europe 
. Its like freezing over there in europe now! Airport closing due to snow. Pray everything turn out well. Some place i want to visit is leaning tower of pisa, vatican city, colosseum etc.
